Tuesday, December 16, 2025

The Poetry : What If...

 

I believe, marriage is the best place for us to grow, to feel enough...





What if we break the common marriage rules, about having a quality time at least date outside once a week and we don't. What if we just loves to stay at home and give time for each other. Is our marriage look unhealthy and unhappy ? 😊

What if I'm a mediocre full time mom who rarely makes real food for kids ? What if I more often buys bread and sometimes just make fried rice for them ? Am I a bad mom ? 😊

What if I'm a mediocre wife who contributed nothing to earn something ? What if I’m a wife who doesn't care about decorate our home with fancy things, whose home just empty but comfy ? ❤

What if till now we haven't give any beautiful experiences to our parents but they still afford to give us a beautiful life ? Are we not mature ? ❤

What if I don't really feel need to have a group of 'mommy friends' to play dates or hangout together with them ? What if I just only have one or two friend but having two-way street deep relationship with them ? Is it bad that I want to be a different mom ? 😊

What if I just love to write and read at home for my 'me time' ? Am I a boring person ? 😊

What if I choose to fight for my beliefs openly or quietly but sometimes still make mistakes ? 😇

What if I'm choosing peace over people and prefer to decline any 'offer', to tons of solitude, to have a comfortable rest, to save my energy in order to more focus on my little family and found peace in worshipping Allah ? Am I not wise ? 😊


Let that be enough, feel enough. Alhamdulillah ❤